The Past

The Past

Such a long time ago we where together
I moved on and let you go
All that happened suddenly didn’t matter
Though at that time I loved you so

Since I’m back things have changed a lot
You got a new life and found new love
I’m no longer all you got
And I’m happy for you, though it’s tough

Sometimes I think what if then.
But I already know it’s no use
I do still miss the times when.
But I don’t want to think about the past, I refuse

I was so sure of myself I left it all behind
I was so sure I let go
So what are you still doing in my mind?
Sometimes I don’t know anymore

How come I wonder if you still love me?
I should be over you
How come I’m jealous of your lady?
Why do I hope you think of me too?

It’s been a year ago since I went away
Maybe I just miss the past
There is still so much to say
But it’s too late and time went too fast

And I have to accept the fact that it’s not the same anymore
But I have trouble thinking like that
And I have to accept that it’s not like before
But the past is so hard to forget

Weird thing is I don’t want you back, too much pain in the past
Though I miss you, I miss us forever
Weird thing is I can’t love u anymore I gave you all my best
But you won’t go from my heart, never

Written by Unknown


Always on my Mind

It has been 12 years since I said: “I do” to the man I chose to love for the rest of my life. We struggle so much difficult situations and yet the bond keeps us stronger and tight.

Dad this one is for you. I love you more than you  ever know. Thank you for all the love and respect. I am very thankful to have you.

Last night, when you called me up and told me to listen to the music that you dedicated to me. I am touched….., the tears kept falling on my face. No words could explain the feeling I felt on that night.

I love you for being who you are, for continuously loving me through all these years, for your unconditional love. God is so grateful and kind for giving me the opportunity to love and to be loved by you.

I love you so much Dad! No words can explain the love that I felt right now….